I noticed this evening the hope to be something other than i am. It's weird. It's not hoping to be someone else, but hoping to be what i think i am already. It's quite painful to admit to not being that image. It means letting go of what i think i deserve, the way i think the world should be. The thing is it's not giving up a belief like "oh Gary Barlow didn't have a successful career after leaving Take That, oh ok." It's giving up yourself, your actual self. It's extremely difficult.
The bummer is i never realise i'm defining myself like that, until the way the world goes takes it away from me. Does that ever stop? Is it possible to live in this world without having such adegree of attachment that it's scary when you have to let it go?
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"Does that ever stop? Is it possible to live in this world without having such adegree of attachment that it's scary when you have to let it go?"
Thats up to you.
you have the begining of a nice blog here, keep it up.
Be well and happy!
Jordan
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